My grumps have not subsided. Certain things I can usually shrug off are hitting me deep and hard. For the inside myself part of the show things have been no bueno for a lot of the time. Muddle through, get through the day, try not to bite Kamel’s head off, try not to comment on such and such so as not to start an avalanche of unnecessary drama. I feel like holding yourself back in the world of the constant ability to have a public opinion deserves a round of applause. Hey everyone! I didn’t start shit! Hoooray! My ability to hold myself back doesn’t happen too often, so let it be known: This week Lauren didn’t burn the place down! Carry on with your normal lives!
So in order to reverse my current trajectory, let’s talk about the happy things. Maybe you can help me in comments with your own. I need inspiration.
Excellent smelling hand lotion
The way my shoes click on the tile at work.
Gabe saying, “Oh no!” and “Uh oh!” and “Wow! Wow!”
Watching Gabe try salsa for the first time and loving it.
Being woken up to Kamel pulling me in for a snuggle in the middle of the night.
Instagram. I love seeing everyone’s photos.
My grandma’s homemade jam.
Your turn. Help me out. What are your happies this week?